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sracara reblogged your post anonymous said:how did the abilif… and added:

That’s….awful. a lot of people get prescribed abilify not knowing that it goes with an anti depressant =(

The doctor at the hospital told me that we’re trying it out as a mood stabilizer. They suspect I have bipolar type 2 or cyclothymia. So I don’t know if that’s why they didn’t give me something else along with it.
It’s all very new to me. So I’m not sure what’s the norm for these things.

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What steps can I take get out of an abusive home if I can’t affort rent?

posted 16 hours ago via sracara · © salamseeker with 9 notes
Anonymous asked: "how did the abilify work for you? do you think it helped or would you rather have not taken anything? hope ur well"

sracara:

salamseeker:

It was awful, quite honestly. It was unbearable. I had to stop taking it.
I wouldn’t say I’d rather not have taken it. It’s trial and error I presume in order to find out what medication is right for you. Abilify was 500% not for me.
If the medication makes you feel worse than your actual illness there’s a problem, I think.

If I so much as sat down I would just fall asleep. Even on public busses. I was falling asleep on the way to work, on the way back from work, when I got home from work. And my body was so restless. I couldn’t even sit down comfortably. I couldn’t do anything comfortably. I’d go from the bed to the floor to the other side of the bed to the foor to a chair in the space of like 15 minutes trying to just exist x-x.  It was hellish. Although as a result I lost weight because I was less inclined to eat in all my discomfort.
It made life pretty terrible.

I’m sure it works for some people, but I just couldn’t handle it.

I’ve got a hospital appointment on the 3rd so inshaaAllah I’ll get something else and we’ll try again with something different.

If you don’t mind me asking, what were you taking with it? Abilify is an adjunct drug that is usually paired with an anti depressant.

They didn’t give me anything with it. They gave me 10mg of Abilify to take and told me to see how I got on with it.
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My family tried to force me into this ice bucket challenge
A struggle ensued.

I ended up soaked anyway e-e

ffractal:

sxrreal:

When I say “please don’t take a picture of me” it’s not because I’m being bitchy and stubborn, it’s because if I see that picture I will seriously feel so bad about myself and think I am the ugliest thing on earth and sink a little deeper into self consciousness and hatred.

thank you

and before anyone says anything about selfies- those are controlled photos. 

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posted 1 day ago with 9 notes
Anonymous asked: "how did the abilify work for you? do you think it helped or would you rather have not taken anything? hope ur well"

It was awful, quite honestly. It was unbearable. I had to stop taking it.
I wouldn’t say I’d rather not have taken it. It’s trial and error I presume in order to find out what medication is right for you. Abilify was 500% not for me.
If the medication makes you feel worse than your actual illness there’s a problem, I think.

If I so much as sat down I would just fall asleep. Even on public busses. I was falling asleep on the way to work, on the way back from work, when I got home from work. And my body was so restless. I couldn’t even sit down comfortably. I couldn’t do anything comfortably. I’d go from the bed to the floor to the other side of the bed to the foor to a chair in the space of like 15 minutes trying to just exist x-x.  It was hellish. Although as a result I lost weight because I was less inclined to eat in all my discomfort.
It made life pretty terrible.

I’m sure it works for some people, but I just couldn’t handle it.

I’ve got a hospital appointment on the 3rd so inshaaAllah I’ll get something else and we’ll try again with something different.

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I got new brushes and tried to art

I got new brushes and tried to art

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I’m 500% mush ok

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